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Both vantages held at once

Self Portrait 1995 (BB-OGP-1995-010) may be the earliest, unrecognized seed of the vantage-migration throughline (DCS -> Megacities -> Deutsche Stadt's orbital overview -> Skate City's ground-level return). Unlike any single work in the later arc, this 1995 painting holds both ends at once within one frame: an intimate, mirror-sourced human face at close range, and a viewer positioned as if from a satellite, looking down. The later series arrived at each half of that synthesis separately and sequentially, over roughly three decades; this painting appears to have held both, by accident, at 21. Found in this 2026 session, not claimed or intended at the time of painting -- an instance of the archive's recognition-not-planning pattern applied to the artist's own formal logic rather than to an outside influence. The artist's initial, long-held reading of the piece as 'about to leave San Francisco' was also revised in this same session to 'ascent and return' -- a road up to a vantage point with the road home still present in the painting, not a one-way departure -- which changes how this seed relates to Skate City's later re-grounding at street level.