{"@context":{"@vocab":"https://schema.org/","artism":"https://artism.org/schema/"},"@type":"VisualArtwork","@id":"https://bernardbolter.com/self-portrait-1993","name":"Self Portrait 1993","url":"https://bernardbolter.com/self-portrait-1993","dateCreated":"1993","creator":{"@id":"https://bernardbolter.com/bio#person"},"description":"Painted on the artist's birthday in 1993 in a covered backyard space at the family home in San Francisco's Sunset District, Self Portrait 1993 is one of the earliest works in the OG oil paintings — made on raw, unprimed, self-stretched canvas by a self-taught painter who had never read a book on how to make art, only on how to look at it. The composition places an oversized head — wearing a baseball hat, with a single blue eye looking sideways — in a spare grey interior. A disembodied hand rests on a windowsill; beyond the window, a green sky and bare tree branches reach outward. The surreal vocabulary comes directly from the artists Bolter was absorbing at the time: Dalí's dreamlike scale distortions, Magritte's interior/exterior logic, Tanguy's atmosphere and colour, Klee's flattened figure-making, and the fractured viewpoint of Picasso's Cubism in the sideways-looking eye. The painting was also a deliberate turning away — from the slick graphics of skateboard culture Bolter had grown up with and loved, toward something older, more interior, more European. The reading that preceded the painting — Nietzsche, Goethe, Sartre, Henry Miller — was a post-school self-education, painting a way of joining that conversation on his own terms. Shown once in a neighbourhood café shortly after completion, the work has remained at the family home since. Looking at it now, Bolter identifies a yearning in the composition that he couldn't have named at the time: the window, the outside world, the gaze directed away. He had only ever lived in San Francisco. He would eventually travel widely. The painting, made before any of that, seems to already know it.","artMedium":"Mixed media on canvas","width":{"@type":"QuantitativeValue","value":55.88,"unitCode":"CMT"},"height":{"@type":"QuantitativeValue","value":55.88,"unitCode":"CMT"},"isPartOf":{"@type":"CreativeWorkSeries","@id":"https://bernardbolter.com/series/og-oil-paintings#series","name":"OG Oil Paintings","url":"https://bernardbolter.com/series/og-oil-paintings"},"locationCreated":{"@type":"Place","name":"San Francisco","address":{"@type":"PostalAddress","addressLocality":"San Francisco","addressCountry":"US"}},"keywords":"self-portrait, surrealism, birthday ritual, self-education, yearning, interior/exterior, raw canvas, origin work, San Francisco, skateboarding, European modernism, coming of age","genre":"Portrait, Figurative painting","about":[{"@type":"Thing","name":"Self-portrait"},{"@type":"Thing","name":"Figure"},{"@type":"Thing","name":"Interior"},{"@type":"Thing","name":"Window"},{"@type":"Thing","name":"Urban landscape"}],"image":"https://pub-6a869efbfec4404396a52a3b7056bfc7.r2.dev/bernard-bolter-1993.jpg","additionalProperty":[{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:intent","name":"Intent","value":"To paint a self-portrait on his birthday — a deliberate annual ritual marking who he was at that moment. The surreal approach came from what he was looking at: Dalí, Magritte, Tanguy, Klee, Picasso. Not a planned conceptual statement but an attempt to join a conversation he'd found entirely on his own terms, outside of school."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:formalContributionAssessment","name":"Formal Contribution Assessment","value":"Self Portrait 1993 is the origin point of Bolter's practice — made before art school, before the transfer technique, before the series framework. Its formal contribution is modest in the context of what came after, but historically it is the first evidence of the instincts that would drive the whole body of work: the surreal cohabitation of interior and exterior space, the interest in how a single image can hold multiple moments and meanings, and the self as a subject approached obliquely rather than directly. The sideways eye, the window, the hand — all of it points outward, away from the room. That orientation away from the immediate and toward something beyond turns out to be the structural logic of every series that followed.\n\nA later reading, produced by pairing the catalogued record with an independent AI vision analysis (July 2026): the two disembodied forms are the painter's two instruments. The head with its single watching eye and the hand resting at the windowsill — eye and hand, seeing and making — portrayed as separate objects by a self-taught nineteen-year-old at the exact moment of teaching himself to use them together. The vision analysis, knowing nothing of the work's context, offered 'a figure contemplating its own dismembered instrument' as one reading of the head-hand relationship; the record's context resolves it. A self-portrait of the painter as his own tools, before the practice existed to unite them."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:consciousRejections","name":"Conscious Rejections","value":"Moving away from the slick graphics of skateboard culture — something he'd grown up with and genuinely loved visually — but didn't want to make. The reach toward European surrealism and modernism was partly a deliberate departure from that graphic aesthetic."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:encounterNote","name":"Encounter Note","value":"Looking back at it now, there's a yearning visible in the work — the window, the outside world, the sideways gaze. At the time he'd only ever lived in San Francisco; he eventually traveled widely, but can see in this painting that the desire to go somewhere was already there."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:intentVsOutcome","name":"Intent vs Outcome","value":"The intention was simply to paint himself on his birthday, surreally, from the artists he was studying. What the painting turned out to hold — a legible yearning to leave, to go somewhere beyond San Francisco — wasn't consciously intended but is visible in retrospect: the window, the outside world, the sideways gaze."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:makingNote","name":"Making Note","value":"Painted on raw, unprimed, self-stretched canvas — not a deliberate choice but a result of teaching himself from looking at art rather than reading about how to make it. In retrospect probably limiting, but at the time felt completely open. Oil paint directly on raw canvas, no preparation, figuring it out as he went."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:directInspiration","name":"Direct Inspiration","value":"Post-high-school self-education through European literature and philosophy — Nietzsche, Goethe, Sartre, Henry Miller. School was something to get through; leaving it opened up genuine curiosity. Painting was a way of joining that conversation, of being part of it somehow."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:workContext","name":"Work Context","value":"Shown once in a café in the Sunset District, San Francisco, but felt too personal to show widely. Has largely stayed at the family home since it was made."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:seriesContext","name":"Series Context","value":"One of the earliest OG oil paintings, made at the very start of self-teaching to paint after high school — raw canvas, oil paint, figuring it out as he went. This is the first of a deliberate birthday self-portrait practice that continued for three years straight, and occasionally since. The OG paintings were the spark of the whole practice."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:artHistoricalContext","name":"Art Historical Context","value":"Primary visual references at the time of making: Salvador Dalí, Yves Tanguy, René Magritte, Paul Klee, Pablo Picasso, and Marcel Duchamp. The surreal interior/exterior divide echoes Magritte's logic; the green sky and dreamscape outside the window carries Tanguy's colour and atmosphere; the flattened simplified figure-making reflects Klee. The sideways eye and the face not resolving into a single fixed viewpoint suggests Cubist influence from Picasso. Dalí was the dominant influence across the early OG oil paintings as a whole. Duchamp also in the mix as an early entry point into the conceptual tradition."},{"@type":"PropertyValue","propertyID":"artism:compositionalNotes","name":"Compositional Notes","value":"The composition places a large oversized head in the left-center foreground, dominating visual weight, with a disembodied hand occupying the right-center area creating a dynamic tension. A window in the upper right provides a contrasting green landscape that serves as a visual escape from the grey interior. The blue hat bridges the figure and the window, creating a diagonal flow from upper-left to upper-right. 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Above, the ceiling zone is filled by a sweeping mass of blue that reads as an enormous hat brim curling over the head, its underside in deep ultramarine and its surface in lighter turquoise strokes.\n\nThe palette splits sharply between the greys of the room — floor, walls, shadows all in close-valued neutral tones — and four saturated interruptions: the blue of the hat mass, the orange-gold field of tight curls that fills the upper left corner behind the ear, the acid green of the window's view, and the hard red of the lips, the only warm accent on the face. The single visible eye is painted the same blue as the hat, flat and ringed, staring fixedly ahead. Flesh tones on the head and hand are built from scumbled pinks, ochres, and greys, giving both a weathered, sculptural quality closer to painted stone or clay than living skin.\n\nThe image holds several states in unresolved coexistence. The head behaves simultaneously as a living face — the eye alert, the mouth set — and as a bust or mannequin, cleanly based and displayable. The hand is both an amputated object and an active agent, its raised finger casting a strong diagonal shadow on the wall as though gesturing meaningfully toward the face or the window. The hair and hat exceed the room's logic: the orange curls spill beyond the wall's edge into what should be behind the picture plane, and the blue mass overhead is at once headwear, sky, and ceiling, its scale impossible for any of those readings alone. The window's green view belongs to a different color world and a different brush energy than the room containing it — turbulent, organic, alive — so inside and outside read as separate realities sharing one wall.\n\nTechnically, the surface is oil-painted throughout with visible directional brushwork: tight scrolling strokes in the curls, long sweeps in the blue, dry scumbling on the flesh, and flatter, thinner handling in the greys. Shadows are painted as hard-edged grey shapes — the head's shadow on the wall behind, the hand's long diagonal — that behave more like design elements than optical effects, anchoring the objects to the room while contradicting its light. A hand-drawn monogram-like signature sits at lower right.\n\nWhat resists confident description is the relationship between the head and the hand: whether they are portrait and gesture belonging to one absent body, two independent objects in a still life, or a figure contemplating its own dismembered instrument. 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